It was necessary. It’s for the better. He’s a terrible person.

…Let’s be honest here, I can’t eat. I physically cannot eat.

Crap.

Tea. Tea is good. Tea doesn’t give you hangovers. 

I’m swearing off alcohol for awhile. 

Tea for me.

I now spend my time crying and finding therapy through youtube videos. My personal favorites are makeup, hair, reviews, etc. I love trying to find lesser known channels that still have great content. Thank God for YouTube. Oh and cat videos. Lots of cat videos.

Worst

Hangover

Ever.

Remind me not to get wasted as a means of coping with my extra emotions.

I crashed. Bad. I’m furious and destroyed and … I don’t even know. 

He moved on already. He’s dating someone else. This stupid foreign exchanged bimbo from Russia. 

The worst part? I’m pretty sure he was already hooking up with her while we were still together. 

I can’t breathe, I can’t breathe, i can’t breathe.